I want a relationship soo bad. I know im young in all but I see all these girls my age in great relationships for a long time. You know, I get jealous sometimes. Like I only had one boyfriend in my life & I do want one now. I’m tired of being alone or being “The third Wheel” . It sucks ! Plus it really sucks when you are really attracted to white males. I’m a mixed female (African-American and Hispanic and White) & I like any type of guys. I just oddly turn to white males. Mostly cause my bestfriend thats a boy is white. But anyway I just want something real with someone and not fake. <3